Falls Creek Baptist Church camp was my summer haven as a child and as a teen. I look back with such fond memories! I got my first kiss at that camp. I also got a tush full of cactus pricks at the same time. (I had sat down on a cactus; the poor guy never knew.) My friend had to pick them out later as I shared my story of my first kiss. I must be a great storyteller because she went on to marry that guy 5 or 6 years later.
Falls Creek was where I first received the call to become a pastor. I know it was God, because it was the same voice that invited me to become a part of His family 5 years prior at the age of 11. It was a hot summer evening and I could feel the breeze blowing through the open air pavilion. I was 16 and feeling pretty invincible! It was one of the special services where they added an altar call for those feeling called to ministry. I once again found myself at the altar, as if I had been transported from my seat, past hundreds of teens, down to the front! Tears were streaming down my face, my heart was pounding; it felt as if I had just run a marathon. I was excited and scared, my head was swirling, but I knew without a doubt that this was what Jesus was asking from me: I was to serve Him and serve His church.
They called us to a back area. A pastor then walked up to me and quietly told me that females couldn't be pastors. He said I could work with children or be a missionary, but I could not pastor.
My head began to swim with emotion. I knew this was Jesus. I knew it like I knew the concrete under my feet was both hard and cool. Then in that moment I thought of my mom: could this pastor be mistaken? He could! He could love Jesus and still be wrong.
I knew my heart was right. I had learned the touch and voice of Jesus. So, what now? I turned around and went back to my seat. I told Jesus I was His and that I would follow Him, no turning back, no turning back!
They called us to a back area. A pastor then walked up to me and quietly told me that females couldn't be pastors. He said I could work with children or be a missionary, but I could not pastor.
My head began to swim with emotion. I knew this was Jesus. I knew it like I knew the concrete under my feet was both hard and cool. Then in that moment I thought of my mom: could this pastor be mistaken? He could! He could love Jesus and still be wrong.
I knew my heart was right. I had learned the touch and voice of Jesus. So, what now? I turned around and went back to my seat. I told Jesus I was His and that I would follow Him, no turning back, no turning back!